Monday, August 25, 2008

I regret nothing...

Not the times I broke you down
Not the times someone broke me down
Not the times I loved and lost
Not love or all it's costsI do not regret losing friends
I do not regret making enemies
I do not regret losing touch
I do not regret the time I've wasted
I will not learn to regret
Time in regret is time not well spent.....
I don't regret you
I don't regret any of you
I don't regret choices you have made that have hurt me so badly
I don't regret the lack of remorse you have shown at times
I don't regret the times I lost faith in my life
I don't regret the times that I felt that I could spend the rest of my life with you
I don't regret the times that you told me to tell you I loved you
I won't regret the cold shoulders you gave me
I won't regret the times you never called back
I won't regret the times you never wrote back
I won't regret the thousands upon thousands of words in emails I wrote
I refuse to regret the fact that my mind isn't ready to drop you
I refuse to regret the moment where I'm going to turn away from you
I have lived a life of regrets,
I have felt the burden of regret for too long
I have been a part of life's pointless competition...
This world where we care more about making it than we do about our friends making it
This world where people claim love but clearly don't know what the fuck it is
This world where people break one another down while smiling in each other's face
This world where you will no longer see me filled with regrets
This world where you will be reading my blog ...
The blog that says you know where I am if you need me...

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Ghost Festivals

Today is lunar calendar july 14th which is the ghost festival day... and i will be joining them to be a ghost...