Working also think of her...

Today is the second day of my work... My work require me to smile alot but i felt it very hard for me to smile it out. Being scold by my senior quite a numbers of time because not enough of smile. But how can i smile... its very hard... Even working.. i'm thinking of her... Though i'm quite busy with my works, i dunno why my mind still have her with me.... I totally cant forget about her every moment... have watery eyes today while working cause i saw a lovely couple where they very close with each others... It reminds me of her... our time together then the water came out... I control myself on time... thus no tears came out but it's very hard for me to continue on to smile. The job is nice and have a bright prospect but i dunno i manage to do it well or not with the feeling i'm having... Reach home around 9:30pm today... my work takes out most of my time... I tot that i can forget and not think about her with my works but it seem totally different... i think of her even more. If being continue to scold not enough smile, i guess i will get fire soon... My life now is really painful than death... Luckily, i only need to suffer and bear with the pain 26 hours more and i can totally rest in peace. Those that want to say anything to me or I owe them anything, do call me up before it is too late. Take care all my friends...