Monday, March 9, 2009

Friends in My Life...

Those who knew me will know that I put friends at a very high level in my life. Friends were very important to me. But during these few days especially today, there were total of 3 friends that going to decrease their level and might leave me... I really couldn't withhold the triple hurt i experienced. It's very sad. One was my dear, one was my ex and one was my friend. All three of them were having a good friendship with me until these few days... Some were from best friend to just friend, some from friend to nothing. One neglected me and enjoyed herself. Life s*cks when it come to losing friends for me.
Felt really down and sad here... If tomorrow no need to work, I'm sure I'll get drunk tonight. Anyhow, I know I have to move on no matter what happened. Guessed that was my punishment given by god. I used to lose 1 important friend... It's really hurt... Now 3... I really hope I can cope with it...

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