I've been attacked by my past memories these few days. It made me unable to concentrate on works and unable to focus on my life. I really didn't felt happy or cheerful these few days. Just now I read back the sms-es that she sent to me before. I already felt extremely sad when i read the 1st message... And tears started to flow even though I was at public place... After reached home, i put on courage to read all of it. Which lead to me crying... I understand that everything was past. And there is something that can’t be undone… I respect her decision…
Well, I will try my best to be cheerful back. ^^. Just hope that less and less attack will be made.
Apart from being attacked by past memories, my life weren’t happy at all these few days due to other factors. One of them was my attempt to move on. Others due to friendship problems and my character/personality problems…
It is hard enough even though I want to have a peaceful and cheerful life…
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