I've pass the point of no return...

I've pass the point of no return today... I wanted to describe it throughly but yet i don't think I can... There are alot of things i would like to tell out, to be even shout out but i know... I can't. It can only be bury deep inside my heart... or maybe even my soul... I used to have a soulmate which I can tell and share with... But I vetray her... which add in another case in my regret book. I will wait and see, let time pass and see what I can do...