Can i?

Today morning i fetch my dad to breakfast and then head to hospital. I tot that it was a full check up but who knows it was only to take my dad blood for test so that they can generate out a report for next week appointment with the doc. After that, i went back home and FB awhile. Then head out with certain someone. Hang out with her, i feel good and happy ^^ Accompany her bought a dress today, she said will be wear on her birthday. I'm sure she will be the spotlight that that even though she is not the birthday girl. Cause that dress and her, really match, it make her look beautiful. I wish that, I can have such time and moment with my future GF too...

On the other hand, within my heart, there are words that I wish to speak out but I know is not the right time to tell. Someone will feel hurt if I do. I wish that I can be like that man... withstand and withhold all the emotion and feeling deep within himself Bear all the suffer and pain alone inside his heart. I really wish I can be like him. Though I wish for happiness but yet... time is not right. Is as my friend Xiao Hui said, in a relationship, "timing" is really important. "Timing" play a big role... I can only wish for that certain someone to reach her happiness, truly and sincerely...